October 21st, Wednesday, Sunny & Rainy
I took a doze of Jiawei Siaoyao San Concentrated Preparation yesterday evening, I felt a little better at night physically and psychologically. I still had light sleep, took Xanax 0.25mg⑦on the bedside table at 3 o’clock. As I only drank a little water with the medicine, I found xanax taste bitter, got up to have more water without turning on the light. I woke up at 6:20, stayed in bed till 7:20.
Before I walked in the fitness center, I used the ladies’ room. A housekeeping lady complimented my figure, and suggested I increase 3 kgs by eating two boiled eggs every morning. After the morning exercize routine, I rode an orange YouBike to a Chinese Medical Clinic near XinDian Senior High School. I met two Mormon missionaries, and chatted with them for a while about religions and life in general.
I walked into the clinic at around 11:00, saw the doctor for 20 minutes, I was the only patient, he took my pulse, and prescribed herbal medicine for one week. I felt relaxed after seeing the doctor. Hopefully I could had a little bit better sleep. During lunch, I told the story at the clinic to my husband, he was happy for me!
After lunch, I studied Korean for a while. After my husband left home to ride his bicycle, I took a light nap for maybe less than 20 minutes, then I took Bus 849 to Wulai. As soon as I got off the bus, it started raining, I saw people enjoy soaking the feet in the free hotsping in front of the tourist center, I joined them and chatted with a few tourists for 15 minutes, walked to the end of the old street, bought a boar sausage for NT$45 dollars.
In the evening, I watched a film "Whiplash" about a drummer at the musical school in New York. Life was competitive and challenging.
I enjoyed the long lunch hour with 3 of my college classmates, Julia, Cindy, and Sakura, we chatted for more than four hours at the 2nd Floor on RenAi Road yesterday afternoon.
In the evening, I went to bed at 10:50, didn’t know how long it took me to fall asleep, woke up at 12:30, took Xanax 0.25mg⑥at one o’clock, woke up at around 5:20, stayed in bed till 7:50. My husband seemed to have disturbed sleep, too, he got up late at 7:40.
I left home with a bag of used clothes, threw them away in a used clothes collection station. I carried a bottle of hot soybean milk, a quarter of a small avocado, a piece of dorayaki, ate them all on my way to XinDian Sports Center. I walked in the fitness center before 9 o’clock. I was happy to know that I gained weight back to 51.5 Kgs.
I started stretching for 30 minutes, weight training for 15 minutes, and running for 15 minutes. After sending a few line messages at the Family Mart, I rode an orange YouBike home, on my way, I bought 2 sweet melons for NT$20 dollars at the street fruit and vegatable vendor near home.
I watched one Korean podcast before lunch, made fried dumpling for lunch. During lunch, I mentioned what I plan to move to the penthouse, my husband wanted to keep some items he would need when old, when he couldn’t ride a bicycle along the river anymore.
I arrived at the JingXin Library before 1:30, borrowed 3 books on Insomnia. The Korean pronunciation class started from 2 till 4, with 5 participants, including Linda who proposed to have a class. The volunteer at the WenShan Center was not as friendly as those on Wednesday mornings. We decided to meet next Wednesday from 1:30 till 3:30 to finish the basic forty vowels and consonants.
On my way home on Bus 650, I realized that I must learn to accept the imperfect self, a person who sleeps light at night! In fact, I also realized it was not a good habit to sleep long in the late afternoon, in order to be wide awake in the evening. Eventually I ended up with a bad sleeping pattern. A streeful situation in Busan triggered my insomia.
After dinner, I watched a few DVDs. I couldn’t concentrate and enjoy, as I still felt anxious about my insomnia. I felt nervous I used the toilette at least four times today. At 9 o’clock, I took Jiawei Siaoyao San Concentrated Preparation. I watched “Sleep Well Tonight - Dr. Chris Carruthers on YouTube at from 9:15, I learned some useful tips to keep the dark environment, and three steps to keep the mind calm.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdgfX7OWJLU
Medline Plus sleep disorders, https://medlineplus.gov/sleepdisorders.html
National Institutes of Health
Books: Dr. Seuss Sleep Book
I tried to keep myself awake by all means yesterday, felt less stressful living with my insomnia. After taking a shower at 10:40, (my husband asked me if I would need another shower, as I already had one at the sports center, I said yes, it would be easier for me to fall asleep). I went to bed at 10:50, woke up before 12 midnight, fell asleep again, woke up again before 2, took Xanax 0.25mg⑤, woke up at 5:30, couldn’t fall asleep, got up at 7:10 this morning. I know I need to get used to my new biological clock, acknowledge my insomnia!
I watched a simple sentence drilling Korean podcast, I could practice during my morning exercise routine. At a quarter to 9, I walked into the fitness center, I weighed 51 Kilograms. I need to increase my body weight. At 10 o’clock, I left the fitness center, rode an orange YouBike home, bought one pound of dumpling skins, put on make-up, took Bus 642 to Restaurant 2nd Floor on Ren-Ai Road before 11:30, left the restaurant at 4:30, it was a very soothing and pleasant chitchat. I took Bus 642, and Bus 644 back to XinDian with Sakura.
In the evening, I joined an English book reading circle from 9:00 till 10:15.



